To Do: Have a Happy New Year

I have a goal. Actually, I have lots of goals. This year, I am going to accomplish a bunch of stuff. Much of it is tasks like paint the house and plant a garden. Some of it is self-improvement, like read at least a book a month.

One of it is have a baby or give up trying.

Technically I've given myself until I turn 36 in March 2013 for that, but my goal is to get pregnant this year. And on my own. No treatments. A topic for another post.

And there will be more posts, because blogging is also on my list. I haven't felt the draw to doing this because I haven't known how to define this space anymore. And while there have been times I've actually really wanted to write here, those times have been compromised by the fact that people I know (my husband, some friends) read this and these are things I wouldn't actually want them to read. I'm probably going to end up writing about them anyway. It could get embarrassing, but we'll all cope.

So this space is going to become about me, my kid, my marriage and my brilliant idea to conceive by just having sex like normal people. And anything else I feel like writing about when I sit down and force myself to type something up.